| 前みたいに毎日やることが有ったほうが良い。
今みたいに学校だけじゃ足りない。
出来れば余分の時間仕事に入れたい。
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| chapter in my life finally closed.
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| Its been a while since i wrote in my xanga. felt like its about time to
update it. since after summer a lot has happened. i finished my trip to
japan. i would say it was a productive trip. summer passed so fast. and
now i am in new york. i have been going to school since september. been
working so hard. finding out now that getting A takes some hard work.
the transit strike just ended. bus and trains will be back to normal by
morning rush hour. things change so fast. seems like its just been a
blink of a eye. tommorow is saturday. christmas eve. i have to stay
home. i have to study. i got exams next week. before i know it. i will
probably be back in taiwan. it seems like this winter is going to pass
by fast too. things have all changed. we are all mature now. different
from where we were a few years ago. everyone has matured in a way that
we can pretty much call ourselves adults. in a few days its gonna be
new years. its gonna be 2006. i dont know whats worse. becoming older
or knowing that our life is shortening year by year. i try to make a
resolution every year. all these years my resolution were just small
ones. nothing impossible. this year i think im gonna take the leap.
making a big resolution that i can work with through 2006. coming to
new york. coming closer to my friends. getting to know them even
better. not to sound gay but. i love you all. merry christmas. hope the
dreams that didnt come true in 2005. will come true in 2006.
i have been awaken from cruelty. recognizing and acknowledging it. is
the first step. i dont know how many steps there are. anger.
disappointment. they will all mend into a form of friendship. it takes
time. the last step would be to forgive. take care. my best wishes go
out to yoU. Jeffri Wu 12/22/05 11:56 PM - wheN im gONE |
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